Seems like the clock is not ticking.. I may be insane or weird but I dont know what to do and Im kinda trapped on this so called life. My pride hit me.. and I miss my real friends... If only I can turn back the time but this is the way I deal in so called life.. my pride hit me on what the word humility means. This is the real me.. I can be what I want no pretentions.. I think Im smart enough but idiot on te reality of life.. mizuderstood by others.. i dunno. The only thing that I can say is to face the consequences and may be thick skinned.. Just lyk Mary Magdalene.. This is me.. a Christian.. a woman.. funny.. tough and maybe misuderstood by others.. I can also be a biatch.. This is my fear.. fear of the unknown and this is what happening now.. Just remember d song.. beautiful stranger by Madonna...read this.I miss you mga kaberks...... whoa.

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I can’t wait to graduate… yup I may be a senior already…. but I can’t march in this coming march 2006…, (hwaaa) anywayz, that’s life. … I can’t grad cuz im an irrergular student. (that’s why). If only I can turn back the time… the time wherein I’m running my breathe out because I’m late for my seven AM class. (darn). This is too complicated… because for me time is important every second counts… but it’s okay eventhough there’s a year extension for me. … but there’s something buzzing in my ear… that (*sigh*) … never mind. still looking forward to graduate this f*cking 2006! shit!

Never Mind by flip_flop

Feelings arise,
Then it grows.
Mind rules,
Still it shows.

You can ignore,
What's inside.
But can't be stop,
So let it hide.

Mind says,
It can't be.
Heart interrupts,
Yes it could be.

Should I
Speak it?
Or I'll just
Let it slip?

What now?
Think.
I know.
Forget it.

Elle Driver (California Mountain Snake)